Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out.
Anton Chekhov

Well. 38 weeks is a bit of stretch but here I am! After such an extended sojourn one would think I would waltz back with something to write about. Worldly knowledge, exciting adventures, not so exciting adventures, the completed manuscript for the Life and Times of an Eggplant...

No. In fact it's pitiful the lack of content I have to show for my absence. Let's go back. Let's Quentin Terantino this.

I acquired yet another failed attempt at romance to add to my retinue of jaded life experiences that shall lead me down a lonely crazy cat lady road.

For in all adversity of fortune the worst sort of misery is to have been happy.
Boethius

If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I.
Michel de Montaigne

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.
Javan


I've teetered on the precipice of utterly altering my life for little more than a paradox of the most and least important reasons. Should I stay or should I go now?

What to do with my stagnant life? What to do to put this sorry bag of flesh and bones in motion? I stay here, in this place of half measures and not quite complete expectations. Would moving away solve something? Alone? With someone? Far away? A few miles? Do I go to school? For what? A degree. A degree in what? Why? What am I going to do with my life? Theater, publishing, journalist, photographer, artist. For what? I'm spiraling.

Drifting down into a pit of obscurity. Poor, nameless, unassuming, human ME with all my foibles. Never even amounting to something that can be forgotten. Just a wisp of thought.

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
Buddha

I have a dog now!!

His name is Bones (short for Santana Spock Ulfric Monster Diesel Ford Dirt for Brains Tiberias Knothead Helo Jack Sparrow Billy Bones). He's just over what, three weeks now?



ALSO I'VE BEEN BANDWAGON JUMPING



*Added Eyebrow Man ER UM ZACHARY QUINTO to myspace (giggles and then promptly feels twelve years old)

*TWITTER (I don't know why either. I'll never have anything to titter about or anybody to twitter for. OH WELL)


*grabs camera*

Time to save the universe. Or you know, my muse.